So I made a list.
5. Assignment 1, Part 2
6. Paper 1
Work was interspersed throughout the day.
@ 3:18 my phone rang. My dad, who was the ultimate professional all those years, never called during work hours. Except once. Over 10 years ago. He had cancer. He is healthy today. Thoughts run to my mother. She is healthy too.
I am too cheerful when I answer, as if that can ward off whatever evil it is he has to tell me.
The house hubs and I own, six plus hours away from where we actually live, that is rented out to a great tenant was struck by lightning and is on fire.
IS on fire. They are on their way.
Husband and I wait. My phone calls the thirty miles away to his job, his building. No answers to tell. Just wait.
Call to the rental management company. Preliminary insurance phone calls.
Finally, the call from my dad.
No one home.
Fire was contained and extinguished. Extensive damage to two rooms.
Thank you, God. Maybe a little at first, that no one was hurt. But not much more.
The deductible on the insurance (not thank you God, I have insurance that pays all but what I spend on eating out in a month)
Does it nullify the lease (not thank you God, your provided us with a tenant these past 6 months)
I have three assignments due in 30 hours (not thank you God that I am able to go to school, have a family that supports me)
I am trying not to be DONE.
I am proud of myself that I finish (with some help) 5 of the 7 pages of my paper and 3/4 of one of the other assignments, that I contact the realtor, the disaster cleaners, the insurance agent, that I actively engage with my husband and daughter for a good thirty minutes.
I am proud of myself when I go to bed.
And then I wake up to the news that a dozen people were killed at A MOVIE.
Someone there had probably finished a summer school assignment to go; someone was taking their baby to spend more than thirty minutes with them.
And suddenly I wasn't that proud anymore.
Please God let me find joy and thanksgiving in everything, even those things I think I can't handle. Let me delight in them because my true joy is in You.